Won't and can't are not the same thing

Executive Dysfunction can be absolutely paralysing. Your brain and body simply refuse to connect. You're sending messages to your limbs to do the thing... but nothing.

It feels like you're going mad or just making excuses because you know your limbs are there and fully functional ... so you try sending more messages but nope... still nothing.

Your eyes are welling up, you're getting angry at yourself and all those voices in your head and around you...

You're telling yourself all the things everyone is saying out loud, 'come on, it will take 5 minutes ... it's easy ... you chose the thing ... you love the the thing ... look how many people you're letting down ... you're just selfish and lazy ... "

You're already telling yourself all of that, so hearing it out loud affirms what you always knew... you're just broken and hopeless.